why we want to be a doctor?

yesterday, i had class with Dr A. its was a wonderful yet scary class. it was scare in term that he did asked a lot of question, which i'm afraid that i couldn't answers all the question and need to prepare one case when all my patients did discharge right before class started.

he is that kind of Dr that ask what case did we have and then picked one interesting case. and my case was inguinal hernia. i just had about one hour to read about it before class started and was too nervous if Dr A going to picked that case. it was about one small boy who had left scrotal swelling since one year old and had no treatment since past 6 years. and today, he's going to undergo an operation which is i think had been done. hope that the operation was a successful operation. amin.. :)

but still, it was an inspiring class. even there are a lots of things that we don't know, still we get to know our biggest mistake in study and what are we suppose to study. it help me a lot..

as a medical student, what do you want? as a doctor, what do you want? are you going to be a good doctor or an inspiring doctor?

a good doctor give the best treatment to the patient but an inspiring doctor give the best treatment to the patient and keep the patient smile and life their live. an inspiring doctor keep the patient smiling. an inspiring doctor keep the patient on the path and believe in Qada and Qadar Allah. an inspiring doctor will make the patient strong to face the fate.

as a doctor, you are given an opportunity to explore ourselves and learn your own body. you have an opportunity to see what others can't. you can touch what others can't. as a doctor, you are given a chance to changes others. you can see the most miracle things in the world. you can see how wonderful is Allah creation. every time you  see your patients are pahala.

my mom always days that each time i give up being a medical student "setiap kali kita melawat orang sakit, malaikat akan doakan kebahagiaan untuk kita. bayangkan kalau jadi doktor, tiap-tiap hari jumpa pesakit, sehari bukan sorang tapi ramai. kan ke elok tu?"

“Sesungguhnya seorang Muslim yang menziarahi saudaranya yang sakit akan berada di dalam kebun buah-buahan syurga sehinggalah ia pulang.” (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim)

bukan ke melawat orang sakit tu sunnah Rasulullah?

“Apabila seorang muslim itu menziarahi saudaranya yang sakit pada waktu pagi, 70 000 malaikat akan mendoakan keampunannya hingga ke petang. Dan apabila dia menziarahinya pada waktu petang, 70 000 malaikat akan mendoakan keampunannya hingga ke pagi, dan akan dikurniakan kepadanya sebuah taman di syurga.” (Hadith Riwayat Abu Dawud & Tirmidzhi)

are we too blind to see all those things?