oh yeahhh!!!
my eye infection is getting worsen..it such a bad thing. it still on the same eye that i had before, my right eye. sometimes i got blurry vision, and feel discomfort. wuaaa... i did go and took the medication but nothing change. and to even get it worse, my left eye sometime become reddish too and swollen.
just what happen to me?? any ophthalmologist here?
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
my first OT
new experience. finally i got a chance to go and observe a caesearean section operation. it just like wow. of course there is some difficulty before i got a chance to enter the operation room, but everything is my first experience.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
a part of my life started with you
being a doctor is fun when you know everything about your patients and know everything about their disease. what make it tough is when you know nothing and you do nothing.
okey!! by just being a medical student, now on clinical year, enjoying those clinical year and practice all the knowledge that we absorbed during the pre-clinical years, i thought that it is a bit difficult. but, one nice thing is, when i look at the patients' face, talk to them, follow them up, i feel happy and relieved. i enjoying talking to them, some are being neglected by their family, some has no one to take care of them, some has financial problem. but they are willing to talk to us, to tell us all their story about and how they enjoy their life. it make me feel i'm lucky to be born in such a family where i have somebody to talk with, which they don't have, i have somebody that i can rely on, which they don't even has now, and i have all those things that they are hoping to have. at least, i'm healthy.
there's one auntie, she too old, sick and had to undergone an operation. but everyday we see her, she always smiling and laugh even she has no body that she can rely on. she had gone so many troublesome things just to get better treatment in past few years, but she always smiling when she talked about that. she never give-up, that make me feel sorry about her and keep visiting her. and, she loves us visiting her everyday and talk to her.. that one of the reason that keep me in the hospital even sometimes i feel sick of it...
patient, they are not a part of our knowledge but they are part of our story and they are part of life. i'am stronger because i have them as a part of my life. they come and go everyday, but each of them had become a part of my story and a part of my memory. they stay as a part of most precious person in my life. :))
okey!! by just being a medical student, now on clinical year, enjoying those clinical year and practice all the knowledge that we absorbed during the pre-clinical years, i thought that it is a bit difficult. but, one nice thing is, when i look at the patients' face, talk to them, follow them up, i feel happy and relieved. i enjoying talking to them, some are being neglected by their family, some has no one to take care of them, some has financial problem. but they are willing to talk to us, to tell us all their story about and how they enjoy their life. it make me feel i'm lucky to be born in such a family where i have somebody to talk with, which they don't have, i have somebody that i can rely on, which they don't even has now, and i have all those things that they are hoping to have. at least, i'm healthy.
there's one auntie, she too old, sick and had to undergone an operation. but everyday we see her, she always smiling and laugh even she has no body that she can rely on. she had gone so many troublesome things just to get better treatment in past few years, but she always smiling when she talked about that. she never give-up, that make me feel sorry about her and keep visiting her. and, she loves us visiting her everyday and talk to her.. that one of the reason that keep me in the hospital even sometimes i feel sick of it...
patient, they are not a part of our knowledge but they are part of our story and they are part of life. i'am stronger because i have them as a part of my life. they come and go everyday, but each of them had become a part of my story and a part of my memory. they stay as a part of most precious person in my life. :))
Thursday, August 11, 2011
the ways i life
mood swing~~
feel hopeless and helpless...being a medical student, a lot to learns, a lot to know, a lot to do and a lot to changes about myself..i don't know why, but peoples always complaining about myself..about what i did, about the ways Allah creates me as a human..please, please, please..this is my ways of life, this is my destined, this is what being destined for me since i was born..why you peoples always say that it's not correct, that not good, and you are not suppose to be like this and be like that..
the ways Allah creates you, is the ways you are going to life with, and same goes to me..please, bear in mind..we are humans, accept what is destined to us, and don't criticize others..
feel hopeless and helpless...being a medical student, a lot to learns, a lot to know, a lot to do and a lot to changes about myself..i don't know why, but peoples always complaining about myself..about what i did, about the ways Allah creates me as a human..please, please, please..this is my ways of life, this is my destined, this is what being destined for me since i was born..why you peoples always say that it's not correct, that not good, and you are not suppose to be like this and be like that..
the ways Allah creates you, is the ways you are going to life with, and same goes to me..please, bear in mind..we are humans, accept what is destined to us, and don't criticize others..
chill jer
kelas dan wardwork di bulan puasa mmg penat.tapi, bila bedside teaching 3 jam + case presentation 3 jam, aku rasa macam nak pitam ja. 3 jam bedside teaching+berdiri+kena marah+banyak tak tahu (atau tak ingat) buat aku rasa lagi penat. penat yang teramat sangat..bukan penat sebab kena diri atau kelas yang lama, tapi penat sebab rasa banyak tak tahu so rasa macam useless plak...
untuk S yang kena marah tadi, sabar ja la..dugaan bulan puasa. kita semua sama ja, masing2 banyak yang tak tahu. so, kita sama2 berlajar ye nanti.. tapi, bila kita nak cari patient untuk cp nie?
tak pa la, untuk yang tadi tu, amik jadi pengajaran dan pengalaman. insyaAllah, satu hari nanti kita akan bersyukur dengan apa yg Dr tu buat ye...
chill ye.. :D
untuk S yang kena marah tadi, sabar ja la..dugaan bulan puasa. kita semua sama ja, masing2 banyak yang tak tahu. so, kita sama2 berlajar ye nanti.. tapi, bila kita nak cari patient untuk cp nie?
tak pa la, untuk yang tadi tu, amik jadi pengajaran dan pengalaman. insyaAllah, satu hari nanti kita akan bersyukur dengan apa yg Dr tu buat ye...
chill ye.. :D
Saturday, August 6, 2011
let's get rest
oh lalala....
hujung minggu yang sedikit suram..hari jumaat aku start dgn feeling feverish, then sakit tekak, selsema..ptg tu terus dapat infection mata, in other word, sakit mata...wah3..cukup package nie..last2, it end up dgn aku tido sepjg hari..memang hebat ar weekend nie...nak wat lg ar nnt.. :p
hujung minggu yang sedikit suram..hari jumaat aku start dgn feeling feverish, then sakit tekak, selsema..ptg tu terus dapat infection mata, in other word, sakit mata...wah3..cukup package nie..last2, it end up dgn aku tido sepjg hari..memang hebat ar weekend nie...nak wat lg ar nnt.. :p
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