being a doctor is fun when you know everything about your patients and know everything about their disease. what make it tough is when you know nothing and you do nothing.
okey!! by just being a medical student, now on clinical year, enjoying those clinical year and practice all the knowledge that we absorbed during the pre-clinical years, i thought that it is a bit difficult. but, one nice thing is, when i look at the patients' face, talk to them, follow them up, i feel happy and relieved. i enjoying talking to them, some are being neglected by their family, some has no one to take care of them, some has financial problem. but they are willing to talk to us, to tell us all their story about and how they enjoy their life. it make me feel i'm lucky to be born in such a family where i have somebody to talk with, which they don't have, i have somebody that i can rely on, which they don't even has now, and i have all those things that they are hoping to have. at least, i'm healthy.
there's one auntie, she too old, sick and had to undergone an operation. but everyday we see her, she always smiling and laugh even she has no body that she can rely on. she had gone so many troublesome things just to get better treatment in past few years, but she always smiling when she talked about that. she never give-up, that make me feel sorry about her and keep visiting her. and, she loves us visiting her everyday and talk to her.. that one of the reason that keep me in the hospital even sometimes i feel sick of it...
patient, they are not a part of our knowledge but they are part of our story and they are part of life. i'am stronger because i have them as a part of my life. they come and go everyday, but each of them had become a part of my story and a part of my memory. they stay as a part of most precious person in my life. :))
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