miracle of doa

its a miracle and that was amazing..i love it :)

supposedly, i had a seminar with u-know-who on last week. and, i was too nervous and to afraid to face that day. everyday i pray, hoping that day will never come. to make things worse, there was SUPOST (stand for Sukan antara posting, which i didn't take place. oh no, i never imagine that i would had the same pain that i had before) on that weekend. basically, everyone should take place in that SUPOST and i'm not an exception even i had such a BIG DAY on the Monday. on the Friday evening, get to sleep (hoping that i could stay the whole night studying as i'm going to play netball on that night.) but, suddenly, when i awake, all my housemate told me that the netball game had been brought earlier which mean on that evening. and i just stare at them and said, "why didn't you wake me up"- even i knew that was not their fault. its ok.. maybe x da rezeki nak main.

and, on that night i just take a walk, and do a round around the court (squash and pingpong, but at the and i couldn't stand the crowd and those people. which i did mention in my earlier post)

for the whole day on which is Saturday, i just studying and studying and studying, (baik la kan study ja..haha)hoping i could remember every word written in the books (which is about 3000++ pages), and just ignore about others. even i really want to go and support all my group mate. on that night, i took a risk by joining my friends and had fun on the festive. it was fun, playing futsal even i just main-main main :)

it really happening. and, i love it. it such a long time before i had this feeling. all team member are there to support their players, everyone like a family, fight with each other to won the first place. keep challenging but still we are colleagues. when you fall, don't worry, i'm here for you. that what was happen. i love the felling, and i love this scenario.

okay, let finish with SUPOST. basically, my posting, O&G, got the fourth place..hahaha.. we were the champion for the first 2 days, but suddenly Surgery had keep up with us and take the champion. its ok, we just play for fun as many of us not a player and seldom play.

nie kedudukan in the first 2 days..looked, my posting currently was on the first place :D

this is the final result.. surgery did leading the others posting.. where did they came huh? suddenly became the champion. T__T (saja eh blurkan..haha)

on Sunday, i just focusing on study. when, i go to my group page, there was 1 notification from Naim, our leader, saying "dalam kita seronok berSUPOST, dato' just mesej naim dan bgtau kelas isnin ni dah confirm at 2.30"~ and i just feel like BUMP!! i had tarcycadia, tarcypnea. my blood pressure was rise and i feel like syncopic attack. @__@

i hope, there is a miracle tomorrow, that was come across in my mind everytime. 

its toooooooooo scary even to think about.

and, on Monday, while i was shaking presenting my part of seminar to my friend, suddenly one of my groupmate just came into the seminar room and said that "Prof MAR ckp seminar ptg ni dato' x da. ganti ngn prof MAR. prof nak jumpa sapa yg present ptg nie, prof ckp pay me 1000 ringgit.."

and, i suddenly fall and sit on the floor and feel too relieved. i sat on the floor for a while until my friend pull me. i never had this feeling before. never ever. rasa yg sangat2 lega yg x boleh di gambarkan. syukur sangat2.. alhamdulillah :)

when i called my mom, she did ask me about the seminar. how its going. and i just say, ok.. in fact that was much much more than just OK and told the whole story. my mom did asked me, what i did. but i just said nothing and laugh. then my mom said, "gelak plak".. never mention what i did till my mom keep asking me..then, i just said, i did solat hajat every night, and recite Surah Yassin. i just pray that Allah will lembutkan hati dia dan mudahkan urusan ku.. but, then it was a miracle that it turn out to be like that. its a miracle of doa.

then, the next Monday, still having bedside with u-know-who. and it run smooth, even we got scold but it just fine. i think the previous group had much more bad experience that us. but, still we had 'tak bermaruah, tak malu,' and all those things. but it just fine.

and, i still remember this word which made me feel :D "you don't have ethics.. you look clever but you are not.. by just clicking my finger, i know that you know nothing much"- that soooooooooo true to be dump at you.. and, you deserved it for what you did..

and, i believe that, hati kita Allah yang pegang. Dia boleh ubah bila-bila masa Dia nak..sbb kita cuma hambaNya yang lemah. tak punya kuasa atas apa-apa pun. i always say, "takutkan Allah bukan hambaNya sebab Dia yang lebih berkuasa dan kita cuma hambaNya yang lemah. jgn takut dengan selain Dia"