softball

huhu..napa sy malas?
napa sy susah nk fokus bila wat sumthing?
napa sy mudah distracted by others thing yg happen around me?
napa sy susah nk coordinated dgn apa yg sy nmpk dan patut sy buat?
ermm...

semlm main softball...
byk kali pukul bola, tp miss ja smua..then, coach tue ckp
coach: brapa power mata awk?tebal ke spek awk?
aku:??
coach: awk nmpk x bola tue?sbb bila dekat awk bleh pukul bola tue..tp bila jauh, miss ja..
(act, bila smua bola miss, coach pnggil aku g dekat dia..then suh aku pukul bola dr jarak dekat..smua ok..then bila kt jarak yg sebnr..smua miss ja..)
aku: nmpk...
coach: erm..awk nmpk kan bola tue..
aku:hmm...
coach: awk nmpk bola tp mata awk xleh nk coordinated dgn otak awk..sbb tue awk miss ja bola tue..xpa2...awk try practice ngn kwn awk kt tepi ye..
aku: ok..

tp, aku still confius ngn 1 thing...aku rasa lately, aku susah nk fokus or stay awake 4 a longer time..
what juz happen to me...

hmmm...

it is tru that my brain couldnt really coordinated with my physical?